BIG birthday cake is sooo last year!!(just the cake, not the present..hehe)
i have another fantasy of my next upcoming 19 birthday.

i want this kind of cake, with those pink icy on top, or confetti sprinkle on white frosting
and one slim yellow candle..

and HE came by..with his blue'joey'sonic or his maruni which sound sound very angkot-alike 'kidnapped me' and we'll go to so many places that we could, eat until we puke on someone face(HAHA!the hell with politeness), and closed by a perfect gift with perfect kiss in a perfect place..

sound very nice UNTIL yesterday, he say something about have to go hom a week before my birthday. I always think that you break my heart into million pieces are so Not possible and verymuch DANDUT. but Yeah..those think happend. Not exactly broken but like in some 'cooking with...' tv show, "and then we chopped this liver. chopped until u satified"


so, here i am, counting on my dreamless birthday,, ad wishing about a very amazing gift..