I just can't understand you,,
why are you making all these drama ?!?

i mean, yeah, i do guilty, and being a guilty, already make me FEEL guilty
and having THOSE kind of feeling, can't be FUN, right?

and realize, that i have hurt feelings people that is so important in my life, also make me think that jumping from second floor could be a good idea.

and yeah, i do still cry.still moaning.

H A P P Y?

if u prefer to see me suffer, from making u suffer, yes, all of you
i tell u the truth then.

and it doesn't mean, that when i laugh so much, i don't suffer. I fall so hard, and have to pick my life,which scattered all over, and IM TIRED of all those tears, tears that i know can't do nothing because its all HAPPEND.

and YOU THINK, that looking happy, when im actually not, is EASY??
why can u just let me..

and crying do take much energy than i thought.

so am i WRONG to live it happily, and share POSITIVE energy to people?
not big black pumped circle under my eyes, so they could think, im a PANDA

hello people, this is what i called move on. we were MOVING...ON our life.

and you all should, yes please.lets do pick up our life, and clean mess..and i will clean MY mess, don't worry, I AM Growing up.

sincerely,
me, Pury

Label: blabbing