i have to tell my self.over over and over again

that i'm strong. have to be strong.

that its just how destiny works.

that

i can't keep denying

reality, isn't something that i could just ignore.

that i have no right to be mad

or being absolutely annoying because showing jealousy

because what i feel is only small matters.

because what he do, is no longer my business.

because i have to let go. No matter how much i want him.

no matter how its hurt.

because truth.is made from contradiction.

but i must handle it with smile.










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dear lord, i would really appreciate if u make it all easier.
for me.and for him.

Label: About him