I've been willing to write ever since my last post. But I've drawn myself into the ocean of exhaustion. I'm also wonder that to myself, my job is to sit in front of computer, from 9 - 9 (sometimes it's or 9 - 6 or 12 - 9 if i feel so tired the previous day) but I'm endlessly feels exhausted.

And then after 3 month of working in advertising company, I started to get used to "office - life". A life where you spent the entire of your day, in front of computer. A life that once i thought was a waste of time.

Well, I changed my mind. It's waste of time, and energy. And getting used to it makes me feel more helpless.

I found this Color Quiz from a blog
and here's what they say about me..

Your Existing Situation

"Very emotional and artistic, enjoys being surrounded by beauty and art. Looking for a partner who always has an eye for beauty and who enjoys close, loving relationships."

(pffft, please, it's too general)

Your Actual Problem

Longs the freedom to make her own decisions and plans without the criticism and restrictions of others. Uses her charm to deal with others and get what she wants. 

( Okey, right. This one sound so so so closed)

Your Actual Problem #2

"Feeling tension and stress brought on by situations which are out of her control, leaves her feeling helpless, anxious, and in adequate. she tries to escape into a fantasy world where things go her way and her desires are easier to reach."

(HOW COULD THEY POSSIBLY KNOOWW ?!? )

Oke, It's not an ocean of exhaustion. It's an ocean of endless possibilities and confusion.

Label: blabbing